I’m not feeling too proud of myself right now. I tried to do a sober February and failed less than halfway through. December is usually rough with all the social events, but it seems to be getting worse each year. What I mean is I’m getting worse each year. I just want to crawl into a ball and not put on that social disguise anymore. No one seems sincere, no one talks about anything but themselves. January hasn’t been too keen either with the cold weather and post-holiday letdown. I used to like the cold, but either these Minnesota winters are getting worse or I’m getting less tolerant in my…